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Eminem style [Nov. 28th, 2009|10:43 pm]
[Listening to |All Time Low || "Weightless"]

Guess who's back
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(no subject) [Nov. 25th, 2009|03:23 pm]
[Current Location |Pleasantville]

Tori Hughes gave me the biggest hug today.
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"this was never meant to be more than a memory for you" [Nov. 19th, 2009|06:33 pm]
[Current Location |Theatre Guild office]
[Listening to |All Time Low || "A Party Song"]

After three weeks of not talking, this happens.
(keep in mind this is all via text)

Heather: "Okay i know you probably still dont want to talk to me, and i dont blame you but do you like legit hate me"
Chelsea: "where did that come from? but more importantly what the hell does it even matter"
Heather: "I didn't want to like cut you out of my life chelsea but i was just wondering idk whatever"
Chelsea: "heather - honestly - how do you expect me to just be fine with you when you tell me you "can't get into anything" and now you're with kristen?"
Heather: "This isn't meant to sound bitchy but i meant with you. Idk i just didn't see you like that and im sorry. I started seeing you as a good friend and I couldn't change how i felt about it"
Heather: "And i didn't want to loose you as a friend...i really didn't"
Chelsea: "you don't need to apologize for how you feel. i knew you meant with me after the fact... after being the key word. and i'm still really upset just in the way things are playing out, not like blaming anyone"
Heather: "And i hate that i did that to you and ill keep apologizing for it. It just sucks not hanging out and stuff with you"
Chelsea: "it does suck. but honestly i'm not over you(ish). and i've been preparing for you to leave next semester... and now apparently youre not"
Heather: "Im sorry i made things so complicated. No i took out a shit ton of loans so im at least going to finish the year....hopefully"
Chelsea: "and i'm sorry i fell for you so quickly. and not to sound like a bitch but... after i accepted the fact that you were leaving, i got more upset when i found out you were coming back"
Heather: "i dont really know what to say to that.....sorry"
Chelsea: "you don't have to apologize. its not a particularly nice thing of me to say but i'm just being honest. it would be easier if you weren't here. not that i wouldn't miss you cause i'm guessing i would..."
Heather: "No i get it. And you probably dont think so but i really would miss you"
Chelsea: "yeah... i wouldn't think so..."
Heather: "Welllll i would...i dont want to complicate things anymore than they already are but i really do miss hanging out with you"
Chelsea: "yeah... i don't know heather. i think we'll just have to see how next semester goes"
Heather: "Understood...."


I know you guys don't really know what's going on but... thoughts?
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2009|01:05 pm]
[Mood | everything is funny about this]
[Listening to |Lady GaGa || "Summerboy"]

Eating nonpareils and sitting on the bed together, not having to talk.

My senior project is going to be a success.



I can't figure out whether or not Grace (not my sister) is gay or not. Heather's mom texted me. I love life. Seeing Kristen and Heather together in the room with me and Vivien. Skateboarding in the hallway. Lady GaGa. Theatre Guild. APO. Interactions with Tilly and DJ. I am so positive about things.
Linksay.you.love.me

(no subject) [Nov. 1st, 2009|11:15 am]
[Mood | ecstatic]
[Listening to |Dr. Dre & Eminem || "Forgot About Dre"]

I'm officially an Alpha Psi Omega brother!! I'm so excited!


DELTA CLASS FALL '09
Lemonaide - Naked Fugitive - Hot Second
<3
Linksay.you.love.me

(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2009|03:21 pm]
[Mood | hungry]
[Listening to |Lady GaGa || "I Like It Rough"]

Although worried about my directing skills, I am so enthusiastic about my senior project. I am so passionate about it... I just fear I will not effect as I'm hoping to.
I thought of some excellent notes for the audience. I am not afraid.

It's only a matter of time.
Linksay.you.love.me

(no subject) [Oct. 30th, 2009|07:27 pm]
[Listening to |Cute Is What We Aim For]

Rocky Horror is tonight and I've yet to go with the same people two years in a row.

I think I might nap before I get in the shower.
Linksay.you.love.me

(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2009|08:01 am]
[Listening to |Cute Is What We Aim For || "Time"]

Our lesbian president of LGBTA just got a boyfriend.
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(no subject) [Oct. 26th, 2009|10:25 am]
[Listening to |Panic at the Disco || "New Perspective"]

Jeff and I were wrong.


Back in Potsdam, how shitty. I totally could've stayed in Pleasantville with Jackie and Lindsay last night for the rest of the year.
Pick yourself up and move forward.
Linksay.you.love.me

(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2009|08:59 pm]
I'm really anxious for tomorrow and even though I have a lot of reasons to be, I can't exactly put my finger on it.

Leave here at 2.
Glens Falls by 5 for lunch.
Pleasantville by 8 for about a half hour.
Then off to Sag Harbor, there around 11 (if all goes well).

And I know it sounds selfish but I'm glad that Amber isn't going with us. We'll see how that works out anyway. We'll see how the whole weekend works out.
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